My worst nightmare came true, that if i was hospitalized or anything happen to me, i am alone to face it in Sabah, but God showed me that it shouldn't be the worst nightmare coz i had so so much love and support from many brothers and sisters in Christ, and even pre-believer friend. Before that I always think that I'm in a journey alone....3++ years in Sabah, nothing really major happening except for the covid infection in hostel. 2022 God finally provided a couple who really love people and Sabahans to come alongside with me...and there was I, hospitalized just at a time where i know hostel is in good care. Talk about timing huh 🤣
As I reflect back, how my heart felt so so thankful for everything that God brought me through. A friend who offer her house for me to recuperate, I met her in Johor when I was in core team taking care of medical students studying in Monash. Knew her housemate who is a dentist when I moved to Sabah. A senior whom I bumped into in Penang airport when I moved to Sabah...he happened to open his business here and been a constant help for me too. A mission friend whom I met once for a trip to Cambodia, who moved to Penang and became my friend and she was transferred to Sabah for work....and many more friends I met along my journey.....they were here for me...near and far....when my family can't be with me. Is all this coincident ? Definately not.....God know how to orchestra things so it work for the good of those who love Him. How I am in awe thinking of how God been so good to me.
Year 2022 start with many challenges but I know it is for building me, and so much God had spoken that at times it felt so overwhelming....Lord help me to always yield to You....to love You with all my heart. To focus on You as my source of strength and not to look to man but to the One who have made me....
I am going back to KM with fresh revelation, and I know God is doing many more great things in my life and I pray He will give me strength to break every unintended stuff in my life and to fully surrender myself to Him....it has really been a journey....I'm eternally grateful to Him...thank You Abba....love you so so so much 💞
