I will be ending this blog before it became too public. These will be a very memorable site for me, all the joys and pains when I was in sabah, till now that I am a full time staff...all are well written down here. I am still praying one day I will be able to finish writing a book, because I have so much of stories to tell and share, how Abba God had brought me from level to another.
Yesterday evening I had a dream, I dreamt of going shopping at Giant, I picked up a handbag and groceries from a trolley which doesn't belong to me, and I went high and low looking for management office to send back the handbag, and then I heard announcement of someone loosing handbag and with a pitiful voice asking for generous soul to return the handbag. When I was there I insisted the owner to pick up from me because the world so evil that if I leave to officer it probably will not return to the owner. Then I woke up, and what was the message to me? Guess it's of lesson to be prudent and diligent...
Last few weeks I kept having migraine and even now as I am typing I could feel my head is aching. I can only cried out to Abba for healing. Last Saturday o almost broke down coz I was so so tired, yet, I hang on to Him, seeing the students grow and imparting them was my utmost desire, but somehow besides these, I was also the transport coordinator, driver for worship practice, and anything to do with the students, I'll have a part to play, sometimes I wonder where is the boundary, where's the balance? I find it fulfilling when I have personal chat and prayer w students but I don't want to be running around doing church, planning for events which has nothing to do with students and coordinating stuff.
I don't know where all this will lead, just pray for Jesus to guide me and be the keeper of my heart !
