Saturday, March 11, 2017

12 March 2017 - Mission Week

Been some time I had not blog, again, heart is full of thanksgiving, each time God never fail to touch this fragile heart of mine. Again, and again and again, I'm growing and God break me in many ways, in the end I came out pure as gold. I can never express how thankful and grateful my heart is towards the work of the Lord in my heart, sometimes it was painful, sometimes it was full of joy, sometimes immune to things happened around me, regardless of what it is, and was, one thing always remains - His everlasting love for me, no matter how people misunderstand me, God never. 
This month was really such a crazy month with SURF weekend, mission weekend, hosting of Pastor Daniel Ho and my own mission trip which is another 4 more days. And God gave me such extraordinary strength and joy that this time round I wasn't been burdened nor stressed about this, but just with joy do whatever I could in my stretched capacity, and I know I just had a changed
of heart, how God dealt with my heart, towards colleagues, church, pastor, mom, and I just felt my life again took another turn of victory. My heart is so soft, each time I see a little growth, a little improvement, a little changes in Summit, in the way I see myself changed, I am always moved to tears, how faithful God is. My greatest joy, how God had answered my prayer, my leaders are growing, taking more responsibilities and many of the boys are in Penang now are having a male figure to guide them. All these, I guess no one would experience it any better than myself coz I pioneered Stradford works, from zero to something, and really, I am not prideful, but I am boasting in the Lord that yes, it is Him that enable me.


Such a joy each time I see them. I know I'm so at the right place, to train and love them as how God loves them. And I know the next journey going to be exciting with Penang campus students. It's another level of challenge, but I am confident the God who started this work, He will help me into completion. My heart just cried...not because I was sad, but to see how much I can do with the Lord walking side by side with me. This is something so personal, which I guess no one would be able to comprehend, because Abba walked with me. I'm so so grateful, all my labor is not in vain, Lord I pray it would not remains like that, but Lord, increase the passion in these students, let them have the personal encounter with You, with Your words. 
I can imagine, I am so moved by compassion, our loving Father, I'm so sure when He looks to these children...He is also so pleased with them, all are His beloved. 

Thank You Jesus !!! 
Bring me to higher level with You Lord!!!

Love, 
Your beloved daughter, Celina