Wednesday, May 25, 2016

26 May 2016

So much to be thankful of. Yesterday I entered into 36th years of my life here on earth. Reading back what have been written back in 1st Jan moved me to tears again, His assurance, affirmation and transformation that He had done in my life. The more I want to seek Him, the more He is close to me. 
He have been speaking to the depth of my heart, just the faith and trust that I have to believe in, the courage to hang on to His never failing promises which does not have a definitive date, all I know He can and will do it ! 
My birthday was celebrated in such a meaningful way, as what the Lord had impressed in my heart. At times I may not understand, but His answer always come surely. 
This photo jumped out to me so so clearly, affirming His words spoken to my heart. When I ask in faith Abba will do it. Still finding abit difficult to receive but guess now it's time to let God and allow myself to be bless as I have been blessings to others.
Matt 7:7 still ringng in my mind...I know that this is what Lord had spoken, I have to learn to claim and I will have it.
Am glad to be able to spend time with dear friend of mine, though just over a short period of time thru midnight. 25th May, a full day occupied with life-giving encouragement, visiting an elderly who was in pain and then hospitalized, having one on one with new believer, sharing Gods love and faithfulness, leaders meeting and meeting up with Joyce, each of the task done, passionately, because I love Jesus. So by end of the day I slept at 3am and this morning still fresh to work. If this is not because of His grace, how will I cope? When I was on the way back, it is as pouring cats and dogs, and as I walked the stairs...again...where else could I find such satisfaction, despite the hectic day and minimal wages...my heart is full, full of assurance that this is the best thing that I can do and this is what I did best and good at, so why am I still doubting and looking towards the secular job? Lord, help me not to look at the sign and dollar but to the miracle that You will always perform. You are good :)
Well, I had my great 36th birthday celebration, a meaningful one because I desire for it and God grant it according to what I desire, thank You Abba!
Thank You, thank You Daddy for this precious moment with You and Your children.