The Real God, One Ever So So Faithful

Can't help but to send this blog up now...I am just amazed at how God proof Himself so faithful to me. I have been quite weary ever since I came back to KK..and even more worry when I know I'm going to come in alone to village on my own..the enemy really know how to get ppl to succumb to situation and I'm one of those who worry much but today, I just want to fall on my knees...that He proof Himself so so faithful to me.

When I was up at the bus, I just want to cry my heart out, wanted to just sleep and don't care what's next, yet I met one lady who sat beside me...and there are plenty empty seat around, and I could easily have my own space at the empty seats but somehow my heart told me I must talk to this lady, so I did and I share my faith to her, what I'm doing and why..and she begin to open up for me, and she mention of her sis condition in hospital, again, I struggle, should I pray for her..coz my heart really don't feel like it, anyhow I obeyed, and she say she dun want prayer now, so I said I'll pray for her at my own quiet time...after that I begin to think of how to contact some people back at Ahuron for me to be station there by end of this month...and also how to get to kemabong...but deep in my heart, I know I can only surrender...coz when I really do I know God works wonder...right after I got down from the bus, I walk few minutes around and phone rang, it was the Tadika teacher at Ahuron, they are at Tenom and can bring me to kemabong...I really wanna cry when I hear that...that is how real God is in my life. When I came down from kapulu, God sent anak Ketua kampung to fetch me, now when go back also He had also assigned ppl to take me, beyond what I really can foresee. Almost reaching kemabong the car broke down, that's how the enemy trying to discourage me, but I know that God is still in control of my life..and I give thanks...and someone else got me to kemabong, and the rest are history...how can I doubt further that what I'm doing at kapulu is probably not what God want me to be...it showed so clearly that God is in it! 

No matter what life situation is, He is still in control :) really so amazed at the work of His hand! 

Lord, thank You for your hand upon my life, am so grateful that You loved me so much that You have always been a refuge for me, help me to continue to trust in You, whatever that is bothering me, Lord You also know it all...praise You Father! 

Nice and comfy bus :)