Kemabong for Kalimaran

It's Friday, 14 Aug 2015, 2.24pm, and I'm down at kemabong again, super super hot here 😓 and now at govt Klinik kesihatan. It's really sad that even within village, the staff that work a clinic can be lazy and told me all dr are at kursus now and no doctor now, only pembantu dr is here, then I told her I'm from outstation and she asked me am I teacher, and I say yes, straight away her expression change, and become so friendly and say ok cikgu, ada seorang doctor sini...Lord, let this dr be a good one. I really don't wanna live with this pain. Am I not trusting you enough that I came and see Dr? If I don't come down here, I guess I won't purposely ask villager to fetch me down here for consultation. 

Lord, I claim your healing! Let the prognosis be good. 

Been so used to staying up at village and seems like my home already. 

Hihi, I lost 5kg in 3 mths, now only 50kg..blood pressure, 123/70, ok bah, no longer low pressure like last time already, haha...

Ok continue back my story while waiting for see dr. Ya, my home at kg kapulu...And I feel so reluctant to go down to kemabong probably coz the condition of the house is worst. Although have line, but there's no electricity, so when batt flat is no point also la, sigh! 

Oh seen the pembantu dr, really no doctor at the whole of kemabong, coz they on kursus, apa la!

And have i judge the staff just now? Lord, forgive me ! 

He gave me antibiotic cream, ponstan and nerve medicine, all have to take after food and I'm fasting 40days...Lord, how la...make do with whatever I can. He asked me to go Tenom...if I have friend at Tenom I would have gone...but don't have :( so only trust God la...perhaps this is another test of my faith again...