On Bended Knees

I'm I'm back to KK. Everything that I planned does not materialised but Abba Father had planned for me even in a nicer way. I'm always humbled and awe by the work of my Daddy. He really knows what I need. Suppose to come down to kemabong following headmaster and stay a night at kemabong and then early early morning take the public transport to tenom and then bus back KK, but in the end I do not need to go thru the hassle coz God provided a son of Ketua Kampung to drop me at KK straight. God is really good that he literally drop me right in front of the place I am staying, coz he and his family happen to stay not very far by...really so bless for the arrangement. 

This morning as I was having my quiet time, I just cried...God is really good, I'm just being amazed for all He had done in my life, where can it just be a coincidence? No way, God is indeed in control of my life. I ponder on Jeremiah 17 & 18, indeed those who trust in Him will be blessed and I'm just like a clay bring moulded and form by Him...oh Lord that you would create in me a clean heart. I desire to visit SIB Skyline on this Sunday but my friend couldn't pick me, so I tot im just going to rent a car for a day, God honors that and He sent angel to pinjam me car, what a blessing. He really knows exactly what I need. With the car I could at least go to find food and don't have to walk across to get food..indeed He knows...is this not hand of God? 

I don't know how long else I'll be in Sabah but I know He is in control and will lead me. Lord help me always always to be sensitive to Your leading. Many many things unsaid....not a loud prayer, not pleading before him, just small little desire and hope inside of me, yet God knows it al...if it's not God...what and who else it could be? I really see a changed me this time round...I just know God is really doing something in my life...so I'll just surrender and submit, knowing He is in full control :) oh what a great journey so far :) 

Din manage to take the picture with the village son and his wife...only his grand daughter that I have here...hihi