God is good

Hi, it has been more than a week I'm at the village..slowly getting back to the pace now, and lesson is picking up..I guess I should learn to lean on Him and not my own strength..I have been trying to speed up teaching and make sure they understand...it's all in my will and strength...but the Lord says, He is fighting the battle for me, not on my own strength, I just need to position myself for His use. I have been asking the Lord to restore back the passion in me, and yes He did..not that I totally lost the passion for the people but just abit of discouragement coz I wanna make sure people understand me and they grow, but am I the one to determine it? No! It is the Lord, I just need to be a vessel for His intention. Thank You Lord for speaking to the depth of my heart. 

Today in my class only 2 came..the number of people slowly getting low but I know those who stayed, those are one who will be bless. I just need to rest in Him and see His work in this place. Whereas whether will I still stay on after coming back from Haggai, I'll leave it to the Father to decide. Also on my friends coming to visit me, as much as I wish they can be here, I'm also surrendering it to the Lord...indeed I believe it's another new season for me, season of change. I no longer hooked to watsapps and yearning to talk to people, esp my boyfriend, but I'd learn to talk to the Lord and not being frustrated when my bf couldn't have time for me. I just have to press on and know God would light my path and I will discern where He wants me to be...it takes really just faith...little by little He will lead. 

This is my first time mentioning my boyfriend here in the blog. Well, probably some of you may have known, some not...but yes, before I left to Sabah, I had a relationship in Penang. He understood my calling and I'm thankful for his support. Times are quite tough at times due to the long distance and we had indeed a lot quarrels and disappointment with one another, despite that, we persevere on...for those who knew me well, they would know that long distance is a no no for me, yet I have manage to cope and just surrender to God. When I really learn to surrender, I really see hand of God. 

At times we just want to push our way through...but what does the Lord requires just to walk with Him, each day, baby step by baby step...God is really good :) I'm so thankful for His leading and I know I'm in His good hand...

Additional new- comer...so have to re-teach a,b,c again 

My cooking too had improved :)