9 July 2015

Today is mom birthday...sigh, feel bad that I did not celebrate with her before leaving to Sabah. I had reminded myself to make sure I celebrate, but so much happenings in Pg when I was back and I forgotten the most important thing. In life, sometimes we are so driven to the unnecessary things in life that we ultimately forgotten the important :(

Today I had started to teach the adults and also have the revision which is based on UPSR papers which I bought and photocopied when I was back in Penang, my heart was grief as they just couldn't answer the question and I have very limited time with them as their exam is early Sept...Lord, help me to continue to put my best and be patient to love and teach them. Grant them the concentration as well. 

Not sure I can finish all the books with them..hope they can speed up learning and whatever I teach them, they will be able to learn and ngam ngam in the exam also have similar question so that they could answer it.

God is still teaching me many things, especially in trust. This round time I'm more prepared back here, not because of what I had brought here but more of the trust in Him. Tuesday when I departed from Kemabong it was 545 pm, and by the time I got back was already 7pm and it was dark. My heart was so weary on the way up, but when I reach, again God showed His faithfulness that really extend to the heaven...i don't find any bugs and right after I prepare my mattress, and have a fast bath, I laid straight and knock out already...praise God that He gave me a tough heart and strength. 

Did not manage to buy fresh vege and also my insect spray was left at KK...but through it all, again, I felt God is just saying trust Him...Lord that I kept my heart...thank God there are canned food leftover from previous mission trip for me..at least there are something, otherwise I think I'm going to lost weight again..haha..He works in just miraculous way...

At night in the school, passed my sleeping time already...let the kids watch avengers..they are all precious in Gods eyes