First day back Kg Kapulu 8 July 2015

Back here again after 2 weeks break back home. Seems like time really really not enough use..just feel abit sad that I wasn't been feeling well back home, physically and emotionally. Been through some issues back home and until now, I guess I'm still carrying it here. Yesterday as I was going up here my heart was so troubled. It was quite late by the time we started the journey up, so by time I reach here it was dark...and I was worried coz the house haven't been occupied for 3 weeks and I am worry there would be a lot bugs around. And when I remembered I forgotten the insect spray on the way up, I wanna cry...

Praise God again He had shown His faithfulness once again, that ystd might not one insect I seen in the house...either He has close my eyes and make my heart at peace or really insect all die liao...

This morning when I got up, saw a few dead spider and killed some small little cockroaches. Found a lot ants..whole day been cleaning house and not yet done at this time..

Somehow my heart was abit troubled since ystd till now. I kept praying God to preserve this heart of mine and help me to listen to Him as to what He has for the people here...Suppose to prepare a lot at home and also I thought I have few days at KK to prepare but all my plan are upset coz I wasn't been feeling well and coordination with Rumba also not very well..so quite afew miscommunication here n there..but I know God is still in control...

Lord, please lead me!