7 June 2015 God You are amazing

7 June 2015 - After church service

Sent msg of thanks to friends who prayed offline, not able to send out yet coz abit lazy to walk to sch and also am waiting for Ibu to come and see the songs they gonna sing for Sentral. 

Thanks for praying, God really moved, I felt very burden this morning when reach church, during p&w, just felt God want me to share on power of speaking in tongues when I had prepared another message...scary..coz I dunno what to say about tongues, it's quite a deep message, so i search bible, and when flip I just found the scripture, I asked the Lord to confirm, then they sang the song Roh Kudus Kau hadir di sini, and I just feel in my heart it's the Lord message..so I just read from scripture at 1 Cor 14 and try my best to explain..and share what I know, then share what I prepared also, kiasu...lol..afterall I already had prepared..after dat I prayed for all the Ibu, and I was trembling before Him coz He just gave me words to speak and my BM boleh pakai also, really, the power of God is so evident that the Ibu wept and I really believe it's work of God...it's so overwhelming...sometimes I just felt so unworthy...who am I Lord, yet, it's all about Him, not me. I have heavy burden for this daughter, her name is Carnita, she's 5 years yet can't control her bowel. Each time she would just berak when she feels like, not able to control and say it out in words. My heart felt so burden to pray for her, so I held her mom today, Salap, and I prayed, percaya untuk penyembuhan Carnita, segala adalah mungkin bagi Tuhan Yesus. Oh that the Lord will really showed her this miracle...it has been really a journey, and I'm really so thankful for His works in my life..moving forward, would I be a full time missionary? Well, don't know, let His will be done.

My heart so easily feel burden, at times it felt like a thorn in flesh, that I don't know whether it's the Lord speaking or its sth I need to press through and pray...it's really a lot of learnings but I learn to trust Him, to leave the burden to Him and He will give me rest...

One more week I'll go down to KK, seems like a mixed feeling...so much to share yet it's quite impossible to share everything, there are many things that's so dear to me, I pray that God will continue to mould me and make me, to be a vessel of His intention !