13 June 2015 11am

I couldn't sleep ystd night, woke up at 230am, and my heart just felt such a heavy burden, I was very tired, but I just couldn't sleep, my mind think of many many things, so I woke up half asleep half awake, and start praying for friends that I remember, and God drop a verse for a sister, so I type the msg for her this morning and then now at sch sending it, then I heard of 2nd quake at Ranau which is 5.1 😪 sigh....

I am thinking to myself, should I be more sensitive to the leading of Holy Spirit, I would prayed the accurate prayer but I just couldn't be bothered by it and not waiting upon the Lord to pray the prayer that He wanted probably...

This morning I recalled back my KK hike last year and said a prayer for Nordin, my mountain guide, Lord, bless him as many of them would lost their income...

This few days somehow heart is quite troubled! Lord, really need your intervention! One area of my life that I really need divine intervention, please guide me! 

Will be sharing with Ibu again tomorrow, my last sharing before I go back home, Lord, direct me! As I prepared this morning, again the unworthy me, kept receiving from Him, and preparing Gods message isn't that difficult, just that I pray it's not of my own flesh but His message dropped into my spirit. I hope there won't be any changes to the message like last week, kinda scary coz dunno it's flesh or spirit...Lord give me the discernment.

It would be exactly one and half month since I had stay put at this village, so much God have brought me through, well, I survived :) and I really have tasted of His goodness once again! 

Lord, let your words be a light unto my path and a lamp unto my feet !