13 Sept 2015 10.08am
Today we have fasting n prayer service again, I'll be sharing at 4th session, hope by then the villagers still awake. I was so touched during the worship, we sang ampunilah dosa kami, selamatkan bangsa kami, the song is about restoration, and I feel this song is so appropriate for building prayer altar...God that U will heal our land. I don't understand Murut, so now typing here while putting thoughts on place. 4 more days I'll be down to KK, pray God will help me arrange my transport down coz I'm with many things, as how He did previously, He will do it again, I just have to trust Him!
My thoughts are everywhere today, missing home...and also thinking of whether I will bring my car to Sabah, will i continue to serve here? Is he willing to join me in Sabah? Many uncertainties, guess in all that I just need to continue to trust Jesus coz He is the author and perfecter of my faith....
4 more days...sure I'm going to miss them again...but somehow I have more heart for the Kapulu, probably coz spiritually they are more needy...here at Ahuron, ppl are quite all right, most of the young ppl know how to read, even those don't know they have heart for God, and knows how to pray...so my presence here not much needed as Kapulu...
Anyway, where's next again? That's the question I don't have an answer, I can only continue to pray and commit to God....
8.12pm
Praise God this morning I had good time sharing with them about prayer and fasting, pray I'd explained well...now at night service and again I'll be sharing...my head is aching, whole day I din manage to rest, from morning till now, had quick dinner thinking I can rest but then villager came n gave me wild boar again, so I have to cook it, and I fried half n half cook soup, and now I'm really low batt liao, Lord, grant your servant strength ! I guess I'm tired coz period...din expect it will be so soon, God is good nevertheless, I thought I don't have to go through the inconvenience of period here, somehow I have to go through it and still give thanks. Lord, grant me health and strength! Even as I share your words, You anoint my mouth to speak forth Your words...thank You Jesus...
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