3 more days to serenity

Am thinking what would be the subject heading this time..hmm...yea serenity...

3 more days I'll be heading to villages somewhere in tenom, not sure whether I would have line then..but my hunch told me most probably not..and maybe it's not something bad...as there's a time for everything...everything would slowed down soon and I'm going to have a very basic life back at village. Just went and get all the necessary food stuff for me to cook in village, haha, not sure there's proper cooking place bo, basically my mind is totally blank as how will the condition be..actually I wasn't really expecting to stay long term in the village coz I thought I would assist sisterRumba  generally, but somehow when I was told of the plan, I have peace, but as usual, as the days draw near...when reality begin to sink in, there would be of little anxiousness here and there...but I guess this would be another level of challenge that would deepened my faith in Him. I have always thought I'm more of a kampung girl which can live within means..so now it's really a time for me to really test it out....and then I'll know my limit and whether I really know myself so well..

For ur info, if u are interested to know where I'll be going, well, I'm not sure myself yet...haha..but these would be the 3 places which I would visit - Kg Ahuron, kg kapulu and Samubu...and I'll see where the Lord really prompt me to be..and then the team will leave and I'll stay put there and start my new life there ministering to the adult and the teachers, hopefully. 

During the prayer before I left SSK, the teachers and kids was told that I'm going to Sabah as missionary, but in my heart I felt, no la..just helping out..but now as I think about it, true also bah, missionary fr the west...and I pray God will give me the strength...

There are still burdens from the heart that I'm carrying...I really feel it's so timely to even be disconnected from the people ..esp my close one back in Pg, but I guess that's where trust would come

In...that I need to allow God to work in their life as well...

Lord, help me to really put my whole trust in You and not man ! I know You are faithful and You are going to do it...

This is where the schools in town located, not sure I'm anywhere near but that's the nearest map that can be found online :) 

 Looking forward for the adventure soon, may the Lord watch over us as we are away from one another - MIZPAH !