Haven't been having a good night sleep past few days, but guess tonight I would have, ever since I arrived 2 weeks ago, it has been drizzling on and off, and I really thank God for that coz each time it rain, my room would be cooling and I could sleep soundly :)
Today started my day with church, still couldn't absorbed fully when I was in church, probably am too tired..enjoyed the songs a lot, really reminds me of those Uni times where all the songs we used to sing in CF was in BM...
Today sister Rumba picked up 3 handicapped guy n gals at one of the homes...she is really tough lady, with the amount of work she is involved in the church as well as pre school, yet she could still reach to the handicapped person. Imagine if without me around, she would have to assist 2 ladies and a guy up from their wheel chair into the car, and fold their wheel chair to be placed at the boot of the 4 wheel drive...where does she find the strength from? Indeed it is really the love of God so super shown in her life...am really really amazed at the very heart of hers..so much for me to learn from her.
After church I was back home and whole day been thinking of my life and ministry...how God had led me to where I am now...and the hurdles I'm still facing at this point of time...nevertheless His grace would be sufficient for me...
At night we went out for dinner, thank God for granting desire of my heart to have tomyam...during dinner, it was the very first time I really had solid conversation with Uncle William...husband of Rumba...he shared about relationships and what are things to work out and what are the guy stand point on certain things...very insightful for me...seeing the couple who had been married for over 30 years and still so loving make me feel envy, haha...I wish in the future my hubby could be loving to me as well...
Tomorrow is off day, I hope can be able to do some shopping for me to prepare to masuk kampung...did some research about the kampung online, apparently, this kampung is very ulu, so guess won't be expecting much that il have phone reception over there...so I gotta prepare to leave my internet world soon :) really cannot imagine but I guess He will continue to guide my path....He who calls is faithful and He will do it...
At times feeling really alone here...am thankful for the friends who had make effort to entertain me and watsapps me on and off to ask how am I doing and keeping me in your prayer, appreciate it lots...
Please continue to pray for me, especially for breakthrough in mental blockages...many times I feel God is saying sth but I did not take heeds...pray for favor and boldness when I'm at villige, that I can assimilate well into their culture and style. I pray I'll also be continue to be strong emotionally, mentally, physical and spirituality to face whatever I'm facing now.....
Haha celina cute cute^^
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