Feelings

Words can't describe my feeling now. These 5 months are really full of ups and down...many times I asked the Lord, have i heard right? Am i following His will? I guess in a way I shouldn't digest too much into it...and believe God really have His way. Throughout this 5 mths i really had learned a lot, and I know He is still not done with me.

I am thankful for friends that come along my way, some are for moment, some lasted long, some are touch and go, no matter what, I know He is still faithful, bringing each into my life for reason and season. Along the way, there are certain things I had picked up, and there are some I need to dispose. But I know God will help me through, friends that come by, I know surely it's not coincident but God has made the path cross, and I pray, along the way....I'll learn to appreciate and continue to be a testimony. Many times I always thought that im alone, but I guess I haven't learn to appreciate all those who are praying for me, many of them, my spiritual father and mother, my Sunday school teachers, SSK teachers, my acquaintances and all those who kept encouraging me when i lost hope, but sad that I had only looked to one man, but I guess it's not too late...I better learn my lesson well this time, otherwise I'll still be back to the cycle...

God, let the trip in Hawaii be a defining moment for me..I know all this is not coincident. He had made it possible for me, thank You Jesus. 

Friends come and go, along the way, they leave marks in my life...whether good or bad, God allows it to happen. Just thankful for everything that He had brought me through