Countdown to Hawaii...Aloha...

Been quite some time din have the time to pen my thoughts. Life is full of ups and downs and I know God have really mould me and shape me all this 5 months in the village. I know there are still much to learn and change, by His grace I will be able to do it. 

I witnessed how God really moved so mightily in the youth camp in Sarawak, and how God had ministered to me. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speakth. I had been listening too much of lies of the enemy that make me so weak, I have to learn to process it with good thoughts. Today I'm again amazed at series of events that make me feel so assured again despite the heartache and troubles...indeed it's true that sometimes we just want to at our comfort zone because that's the safest but oftentime God will place us at most uncomfy situation that requires so much of dying to self in order for Him to be lifted up. 

I have not learn to love myself enough, that's why I couldn't receive love...and that cost many troubles in life, but I'm learning, each day is a brand new day. As  I'm embarking on a new journey, I pray the Lord will just guide my path. Sometimes just gotta go by faith. The better days are out there!

Lord Jesus, Thank You for sending Your Son to die for my sins. I will not stand condemn by what others spoken towards me, because I am special, always very special in Your eyes. Thank You for being so patient with me, providing me the very best for me.