Today I met a chinese at the wedding...he was shocked that I came alone here just to teach the adult...and he was saying don't teach them to be so smart...coz he is a broker...and he say if they are educated then hard for him to sell the land...how shrewd is human heart...anyway, another opportunity to witness Christ to him...told him about what God place in my heart...and I'm just following...by end of conversation he said he wanna pursue me, shock me...but too late coz I oredi given my number to him..coz I tot no harm, afterall I won't have line up there and he wouldn't be able call me also la...then like the whole kampung knows about that, and some say he wanna marry me...wuahahahahhahahah...never know
I would still encounter this in kampung...well, many would say I am really brave, but am I? Many times when ppl asked, my heart would be in tears..when ppl say I'm good, not afraid to live without electricity and the lack of infrastructure ...at times I still ask myself, isit really real...can I last not? So far it has been only a week, and day in and out im still bz cleaning house and getting used to the schedule...there's still a battle going on in the mind...will I really make a difference here...the inadequacy still creeps in. Have to really depend on the Lord, not myself...
I realized I'd been alone too long and am not used to suddenly have big family here, villagers treat me with love, esp the Ibu's...day in and out I'll have free wild boar, and vege plucked n ready for me..so far I have not touched my canned food that I brought from KK :) really feels like missionary life here...
Children here run here n der, so care free..without light they also can run around in the kampung, as if they are so so familiar with every corner of the place..I guess this would never be the case for kids at town...
Am abit tired liao...though have line here but the house I am staying still no electricity, so ystd can't really sleep coz no pillow for me to sleep on...I'm like a pengembara here liao :)
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