Just felt quite burden this morning, Lord help me....
Ystd went out with a girl, trying to help her in her struggles but I did not manage to get her to talk much, but i was sharing more of my experience, I showed her my pinky,sharing how
I tried to take my life previously and some of my life stories with her. Seeing her, it was as if I am seeing myself, rejected and abandonment spirit so strong, that everything I do I don't need to depend on people but all I need is just God. Seeing her it was as if I was looking back my life and I'm thankful how God ministered to me, how I never gave up seeking and asking Him to help me in my struggles.
My heart ache, even as I pray for her, could feel that helplessness in her and how she's crying for attention and love. Lord, grant me the strength to love and disciple the kids here, give me discernment if there are things I needed to know but the kids are hiding from me, most important is that their faith will be roooted in You Abba.
Life indeed is a journey, Lord lead me to where you want me to be, crucify every fleshy desire that's not of You Lord....
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