So so much in my heart, been really some time I have not sat down and really spend time blogging. Most of the times are just time filler. Such a busy week is over and finally I could just sit at the comfort of my living room and spend some time thanking the Lord for His goodness.
Last week Ps Paul Ang was preaching in main church and i just felt I wanted to go and listen. Deep inside me asking the Lord to minister again. Came back from Sabah with experience of missing luggage yet able to rejoice in midst of all, and then sat at the message of Ps Paul Ang and again, Ask, Seek, Knock appear so clear to me again. Ask from Abba? Or human? Regardless whatever it is, I know God will lead me further. This life of mine, after having lost another beautiful friendship turned rship, once again, He had reassure me, that He will continue to lead me on...to a greater height.
Yesterday morning itself again I was hit by bad migraine, and again pushing myself beyond limit, and I had a good time cg. Did not plan to have lesson and mind was blank, but somehow when I stopped by KFC to vomit and have some food so tummy is not empty...somehow God impress few verses, and there I went, sharing my heart with them and I believe it is from Him. During the cg, I was the one handling games, prayer and lesson, and my headache just diminished abit and after the cg, felt it is coming back and I kept rebuking the pain. Despite the lethargy, after cg, I brought a student to pray and journey w her on certain issues. My mind was really not functioning in the flesh, but in spirit, pushing beyond the natural to supernatural...yea, His spirit led me to hit the right button and advice. By time reached home about 11plus, I just felt like my head going to break, and just crying and crying out to God, that He will take this pain away forever...this morning I had some pain but kept confessing I am fine, and I just can't stand but just pop a painkiller and otw to church, I was all all right. So is my faith depend on God or medicine. I wish I don't have to take it but I just can't stand, anyway I was all good despite the pain, enjoyed the service, praying for the fathers and fellowship with one another. This journey had been challenging and yet fruitful, every little thing I see in the life of the students, how valuable are they in the eyes of Abba...pushes me to persevere on, impacting life...
Lord, help me finish this race, not just starting it...and end well, that's what matters.
It was a good week nevertheless...praise the Lord Almighty
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