6.6.16 6th June 2016

Writing here while waiting for villagers in Torintidon to come over for service. It had been 4 days I had been living without spectacle and just with contact lens, something that normal people won't risk, and my contact lens are just soaking at mineral water. Not sure how much of protein accumulation, but one thing I know, my eyes did not have any problem, even for long hours, 7am-10pm, even longer time than my usual routine back in Penamg. Never in my life also I have to pinjam people's clothes, and even more absurd pinjam the bra, what an experience. And thankful for brothers and sisters in Christ who willing offer their clothes, even bra, haha!  But in my heart is so full of thanksgiving. He really again and again show me how faithful He is.

I really feel I am so "made" for missions. Despite this roughest condition yet my heart did not weary but still full of thanksgiving and I know it's really not a coincident, that whatever really is needful in this trip, I have it in another bag, just really made that my trip here is just for the kids ministry, all the children's story and crafts which is supposed to be in my luggage, took it out and placed it in another development plastic and t cycle bag. Really praise God for this. Although I still don't understand why this happen, well, guess as how I taught the children, they have a choice, to be a smart builder or foolish builder, it is a choice. So I choose to choose to be happy and serve this village with much joy. No greater joy than seeing the children enjoying themselves and learn. From the India mission trip to Sabah, God is really equipping me to lead and I guess like what Malcolm and Linda said, I have to know how to explain the ministry so that the church will be able to support me in my ministry, be it prayer or financially. I guess I have not shared much but asked for an opportunity, but since recently the theme God had given me is ASK, I will try and by faith move. Thank God for always be so close that He always prompt and speak to my heart.

After a year, this girl had grown...her smile so captivate me, and seeing her smile is just like seeing the Lord looking at the young children and smile :)

The very fantastic team that I had, such joy, everyone is with their different gifts and talents, and serving in their full capacity. And is there any such co-incident with this? Definitely not!!! And also my last minute decisions to join this mission trip. I am suppose to be on rotation for hosting pastor, somehow I mistaken the date, and therefore conveniently asked pastor and bought my flight ticket just within few days. Being super responsible gal, if I knew im in charge of hosting on the mission date that clashes, surely I'll not go for this trip, indeed God have His plan :)

Wonderful kids