I wish I'm not that tough. I'm still asking myself, is it worth it? Guess end of the day despite all the negative things that are happening around me...yea, am still that tough ironlady that knew very well that Abba Daddy is with Celina.
Sometimes just couldn't comprehend the misused of the word empowering, was this empowering or merely a push of responsibilities? Everyone wants to take easy way out, but what does the Lord require? Lord, help me!
I'm not the best teacher, I'm not the best leader, in fact I'm not anything, but just a willing vessel willing to be used by Him. And many times this willingness really cost a bomb out of me...and I have to constantly asked the Lord to search my heart...is there anything offensive, Lord just help me. Many things I don't understand, especially the human nature, one type of rice eaten by billions of ppl, yet the people itself is an intriguing factor...as how the chinese proverb go. I just on a ride with Christ's grace and mercy. I know it's just a test of time...time will come when all will be exposed into light and I'm believing for Him to work that miracle out of me...so Lord, I ask of You today, help me always always to look to You, the author and finisher of my faith...
Hanging on to You,
Your beloved daughter
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